Today I have spent 2 and a half hours walking around a shopping centre….
With *Gina my employment consultant resume in hand begging, pleading, bribing (*possibly) any employer to hire me for a job.
Let that sink in.
I am reduced to having to give an incentive away in order to be a likeable canditate for a job.
I have no words.
Gina is as happy as a pig in mud. She gets paid to do this. She’ll gets her fuel reimbursed.
What do I get?
I get to play (and this bit makes me feel sick) on my disability.
Yes I am reduced to guilting people into hiring me by making them feel sorry for me.
Is this what I have become, has being with Gina and her company (soon to close thank god) made me into this person?
Will I if I don’t get a job, head straight to the newspapers? Or the European court of human rights? Will I end up pleading my case on national tv?
I am tired, I am hot, I am thirsty and I am hungry.
I wish now that I hadn’t agreed to this.
But the catch is if I had of said no
I would have risked losing my benefit money.